It’s as though I stick my toes
into the black pit of pain
to check the temperature.
I slip in gently and tiptoe around
quietly, as not to disturb.
Eventually, I’m wandering cautiously
into each dark corner, peering
Unsatisfied, I begin picking up dark memories.
I exam them from every angle trying
to see what I could have missed.
Looking for solutions, too late
to change the outcome.
Forever moving slowly to avoid
a stirring, a breeze, to unsettle layers
of misjudgments and misunderstandings.
Never finding answers to the questions
that haunt me.
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